Next, let's talk about my perfect family. I am so blessed to have the family that I do. My eternal family. The family that I will get to see until.. I would say the end of time, but there is no end to time. So I am just really blessed. They are supportive and fun and loving and I couldn't do half the things I do in my life without them. I appreciate every one of them more than they know. My extended family included. My parents are so good to me, even though they may think I'm crazy sometimes. And my sister is the best sister out there! I'm so glad that she and I can share a love for so many of the same things in life. I love listening to her play the organ every Sunday. She is amazing.
This week my best friend and I had to say goodbye to each other until December. It hasn't really hit me yet tat she is gone.. but I'm going to miss her so much! Sienna has been a huge blessing in my life and she has been with me through my hardest trial, and again in some of the happiest times of my life. She is someone that knows me better than anyone and can tell me the things that I need to hear in a great, loving way. It's a rally great quality for her to have because most people will speak their mind, but don' know how to put their words together into a mature, good way. Sienna is going to be so successful and happy in Utah! There might be a couple of weddings in the near future ;)
Tripper probably won't read this because he is a boy.. and I don' know how many boys read blogs, but anyway.. I am soo blessed to have this man in my life. He came into my life right when I needed him. He's been a source of truth, light, fun, happiness, and contentment. I love our relationship because from the beginning it has been three of us; Me, Tripper and our Heavenly Father. He helps me learn new things about myself aswell. You never think you are deserving of something like this until it happens to you. "After much tribulation come blessings" is a true statement that I relate to well. It's fun to have someone around who lifts you up and makes you, the best you. I won't go too much more in depth with that right now, but I'm just really blessed to have him. He makes me happy :)
Glenny. Dad, here is your warning; you might cry. I love my brother! He obviously fits under the "family" category, but he also gets his own section because he and I have a different relationship now. He is in my everyday life and I love the days when I can wake up and feel how much he loves me. I love the testimony that he has gained since he has been gone and it's very relevant to me that he wants me to continue on the path that I am on now. Every time I am in my family room and look over a the beautiful painting of him, I can't help but smile because in so many ways we are now on the same page. He has taught me a lot as well. There are certain things that I do in life now that I just laugh at because I think "Glen would do something like that." He's still my big brother and I know that he has different was of being involved in my life now. But those ways are different because I need to be receptive to them. I need to be in a state where I can be able to have him in my life. There are also different ways that he looks out for me now and I know what I would have his approval on in life. Whenever I hear this song I think of him. It was on of our favorite songs years ago. Glenny, you're my guardian angel.
So in a nutshell life is pretty good right now. There are off days of course, but it's a lot easier to stay positive when I have Rickey texting me daily reminding me to stay positive. If you ever want to start living the law of attraction, here is the video that got me and my family started on it. It's not easy at first, but after a while you will wonder how you ever lived with being negative all the time.
That's all for now. Over and out.
